Blue Christmas

Even though I'm all smiles about this Christmas making the best of it

which is about to be over in like 20 min

its 11:39 p.m.

12/25/2014

im glad its going to end so i dont have to fake pretend to be happy

I dont like to bash people on my blog, well ok its my 

blog so i can do whatever the hell i want to do 

but my MOTHER IN LAW was bringing EVERYONE down 

she was like a little kid throwing a tantrum 

ive never seen anyone be that grumpy 

11:45

I mean really its she wants attention, im not gonna go into details why she was mad and 

all but she didnt want go out she just wanted to be left alone

then my husband had to work from 2 to 10 pm so that ruined it too

11:50

I just want this day to end

I was calling all my family members and i had to pretend like i had a good 

Christmas, i know they did 

God i wished i had spent it with my Mexican family 

Next Year I AM SPENDING CHRISTMAS with them

11:55

so close

I went over to uncle Tommys for a bit at least they were cheery 

Michelle and Rice took me

Oh my Gosh I love that family its like they are sooooo warm and cozy lol

yea they told us what they got but none of that phases me, i dont mind them telling us 

because theyre excited and who doesnt want to tell when theyre excited

11:58

they gave us meaning me and brandon the cutest gift or gifts 

they wrapped 

12:00

ITS OVER

CHRISTMAS IS OVER!!!  

12/26/2014

anyways they wrapped a bunch of boxes which consisted of Graham Crackers,

Chocolate, and Marshmallows..oh and they gave us some hot chocolate 

mix packets for when it gets cold 

12:05

we stayed and chatted for a while and watched some tv, i didnt want to leave

but i was getting tired and we some yummy dip with crackers and 

Croissants with chicken salad  

it was good so that was our lunch lol 

12:10

  Im a huger and i give hugs whether they may want one or not and Uncle Tommy, Aunt Kim, 

And Abby give the best hugs out of all them lol 

so we left 

and we were still hungry 

so our Christmas dinner was

CHINESE 

isnt that festive lol 

it was the only place open 

and thank God that made Shannan my mother in law smile

we got food for everybody

12:20

I should go to bed I leave to go celebrate New Years with 

my Family

i miss them sooo much 

I leave like at 4:30pm but i havent done any packing yet 

my dad is going to pick up Brandon my husband on Monday

its Friday officially 

and im leaving with Michelle my sister in law and her boyfriend Rice

Today

12:25

we were both supposed to leave together my husband and I, but he messed up

his work schedule like always ugh he aggravates me sometimes 

but i loves him

12:29

im gonna go brush my teeth and take off my Christmas makeup

12:30

I had the very worst Christmas 

wait thats not true 

that one time i spent it in the hospital

no nope thats a lie i was happy before that lupus flare came on

This has truly been one of the worst Christmas Ever  

I hope to never experience it again

UGH

"When you have a bad day always reamember someone else's day is worse.

Be thankful for what you have"

-Ritu Ghatourey