I Have been Getting Healthy

I have been trying to get healthy thats why I havent written in here for a while. And I can admit that I want to LOOK as Good as I feel sometimes, I can be vain if I want to its not about all the health its about beauty for most women like 98%.

hahaha you guys know im joking its more like this...

naahhh thats taking it wayyy tooo far lol

and this girl needs a mirror 

and a reality check

so ive been working hard 

M,T,W,T, F, S and S 

but just like that girl

Mondays are always the hardest

but if I WANT to get results 

I have to the work

I want to say 

My Body Is Ready

lol

My fat is not going melt like..

And how am I doing this

nawww granny calm yoself down AND im DEFINITELY not DOING what grandma is doing there
I wish I could do more hard exercise that would build my strength up faster
but i have to settle for low impact exercise
like walking, 5lb dumbbells, and when it gets warmer swimming 

I'll get down with my dumbbells

FOOODDD

THAT LADIES and GENTLEMEN
ITS CALLED 
FOOD PORN

I have it controlled 
but I dont sacrifice myself of nothing 
If I want to eat it I will eat IT 
portion control 
PORTION CONTROL

true story

my goal is to loose 2o to 30 lbs 
gain my strength back and get some extra strength
I know Im going to do it

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."
-Thomas A. Edison