All these Killings, Mass Shootings have left with no hope for humanity

Sweet Jesus where to begin, here in America all the police violence thats been going on and I support the blacklivesmatter movement cause its what i think 

its right

but I dont support police men being shot up at the same time 

its just not right 

im worried for this country
truly
it feels like we're going backwards 
and those horrible terrorists suicide bombing or shooting up somewhere in the world
i dont know if theyre planning it or just doing it randomly 
but im scared 
ive never been scared to go outside
to go out somewhere 
i dont feel safe anywhere
safety is no longer a choice we have cause a crazy person can just blow up or shoot up where we are currently standing 
its scary to think that they are teaching kids, young kids in schools how to hide if a shooter entered the school...i learned fire drills and tornado drills 
thats fucked up
I read a story today that in Munich, Germany there was a guy who shot 9 killing them and injuring another 16 but of these they were mostly children and this made me cry!
Children are innocent
the children were eating and couldnt run to get away 
well the fucker killed himself
he didnt deserve that 
he deserved so much more

"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once."
-William Shakespeare